LONG GONE AND MOVED ON

Really you find things so hard when the one you used to love, who used to love you back, who gave his time for you with no manner of favor in return, has become someone you barely know, and someone who hardly notices you.

But what you really don’t know is that, what makes it hard is the thought you have that you're no longer paid attention at, no more caress and sweet stares anymore. The thought that no matter how effortful your getting - the -pieces - back - together acts the damage will remain as is. What’s only left is letting go..

Letting everything be as what it is ought to be. Mention that you are in love, but being in this critical state needs practicality, commitment to your welfare and not just being contaminated with idiocy. Forget how prior as usual was. Because what matters before doesn’t now. Forget not that you still have yourself. Pity you if it's forgotten.

Remember you've lived for as much as how many years you've grown before you knew him, so living another years without him is not as hard as announcing martial law. Leave him with his decision. Make a stand. Neither make a plea nor make a cry - on - cue thingy and never make anything you will feel embarrass of in the latter. Someday you would see that it's worth the forgetting and letting be, because all of these are safe things you should consider to deviate your heart from further pain.